Who am I? Where do I come from? I cant even find myself, I cant even unmask my true identity. I think I have lost myself somewhere in the past. It all began back in the days when I was happy, cheerful and satisfied. But then came those dreadful days of maturity where I felt some kind of attraction towards others and there in that point I guess I lost myself. Everything was fine before that but that phase changed my entire life. I found a new nature inside me, a new identity inside me and I started to have dual personality within myself but it was too late for me. In maintaining that dual personality I guess I lost my own self, my own belonging, my own sweetness. This fake personality within myself have put me into trouble quite often. I have played with many lives and I see I am playing with my life also. Oh God! Why you created maturity? Everything before that was so pure, so clear but see now we all are so messed up that we are hiding our own selves. We are locking ourselves in the chains of maturity. Even if we want to break it, we are being stopped by harsh words that don't be immature, don't act childish! I guess the key to the lock lies within ourselves, we just need to find ourselves. Why it has become so difficult? Hope you find your own key!
